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Tuesday, January 6th, 2004
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2:29 am
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Ghost or spirit: You are a lost soul. Very calm and
sweet, you are often the one who asks: What if?
With a clever mind, you want to explore the
world on a different level. Without the
answers, you aren't ready to move on. You are
most likely very creative and find yourself
thinking things through on a different level.
(please rate my quiz)
**Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics)
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I always thought it would be cool for awhile to be a ghost.
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| Tuesday, December 2nd, 2003
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7:15 am - Post Anything Game
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Post anything that you want (in comments), and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.
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| Friday, October 17th, 2003
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6:14 pm
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Supposedly Penny's in town. She was supposed to call me over three hours ago but I haven't heard from her. *sigh* I told you I was easily forgotten...
current mood:  depressed
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| Tuesday, October 14th, 2003
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5:29 pm - There's more on this, but I don't feel like typing it out. Maybe later...
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Okay, I didn't get to finish this because I was writing it earlier today before my anthropology class and my class started before I could get everything I wanted to written out. Here's what I did manage to get out:
As I’m on speed, I got to thinking about things, as I normally seem to do when I’m on speed. My thought process took me to a few different, yet still somewhat related topics.
I started off thinking about my conversation with ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=92.2) marius_9 last night. He told me that he really needed me to move back to Milwaukee, more so than I’d ever understand. The only reason I’m even going to consider it is because I love him so much and because of this I’d go back in a heart beat if it weren’t for several things holding me here.
1.) Kalamazoo is my home and always has been. Even though I only lived here for a few years of my life, I feel like I grew up here. I’ve always had a closer relationship with Grammy than any other member of my family. Growing up, I was pretty much always happier with her than when I was anywhere else. Since when I was growing up, Kalamazoo was where Grammy was, Kalamazoo was home. It’s also quite possible that this is the reason I love the state of Michigan as much as I do.
2.) Pride is a big part of my personality. I made up my mind to come here and was determined to make it work out. Going back to Milwaukee would mean accepting a major defeat and admitting that I was totally wrong and made a major mistake.
3.) I made a major financial investment in coming here. This is a reason which I just realized today and I think out of all my reasons, this one would be the hardest for Marius to understand. I’ve already spent over a thousand dollars on a long term relationship and another thousand on establishing myself here. I’ll also be spending another thousand on establishing myself here when next semester rolls around. That’s one hell of an investment, especially for me and it would really hurt to go back, knowing I wasted that much money.
current mood:  thoughtful
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| Tuesday, July 1st, 2003
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6:51 pm - Hmm
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Well, I'm back in MI for two days before going to Milwaukee again on Thursday. I tried to get a new licence but I needed three forms of ID. I only had two that they would accept. My school ID would have worked, but I needed the school address so I had to go back and get it. Unfortunatly I didn't have enough time to make it back before the office closed so I have to try again tomorrow. Hopefully it works. I think I'm going to go to Family Video in a bit and get some movies. That place is pretty cool. It has a good selection and it's super cheap.
I have to figure out where I'm staying this weekend. Can't stay with my parents because they kicked me out. I really don't think Matt's mom wants me to stay over there. I think she might be getting sick of me. She really wants Matt to find a job and I'm taking his time away from that. Actually, I think she might also be sick of people being over there in general. I'd hate to ask Nichole if I could stay by her place again. I know if our positions were reversed, I probably wouldn't mind, but I'd hate to take advantage of her hospitality. She was nice enough to let me stay there for three nights last weekend and I don't want to ask for more. Oh well. I'll figure something out eventually. Maybe I'll go get some movies now.
current mood: contemplative
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| Friday, May 23rd, 2003
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10:03 am - Thought
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I was thinking the other day about how trich is the lonliest of my disorders. I've cut and know others who have as well. I have ADD and know others who have it. I have been diagnosed with depression and know others who are or who have had depression. I pull my hair out and only know one person who pulled for a little bit, but then stopped. Sure the other disorders are related and sure I've talked with other trichsters online but it's not the same as talking with another person face to face about this ongoing struggle. Though the people around me know about this and are supportive and there are people out there somewhere who do the same thing, I feel completely alone when it comes to this.
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| Monday, May 19th, 2003
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2:13 pm - I AM THE UNABOMBER!!!!!!!
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Hehe. Weedman wanted to have a "talk" and she compared me to the unabomber. She said I'm brilliant but I don't do anything productive. It took effort to not laugh when she said that. It stuck me as quite funny. I think she's giving me too much credit though. Oh yeah, Matt, you're supposed to control the unabomber somehow.
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| Thursday, May 1st, 2003
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10:02 am - Friends only
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This is a post for those who can't read my journal. It's mostly blocked as friends only so if you can't read it and want to, comment here.
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| Friday, April 4th, 2003
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1:02 pm
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God damn it. The school blocked Kings of Chaos.
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| Tuesday, March 25th, 2003
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1:45 pm - Life can throw some unexpected turns
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I think 18 shall be a good age for me. I've only been 18 for a few days and life has already gotten more interesting. People want me now! Yes, people, not just my cat, and no, my cat does want me in that way (perverts!). People on the other hand...
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| Wednesday, January 29th, 2003
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1:57 pm - LJ Awards
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There's the Grammys, the Oscars, the Emmys, and now my own LJ Awards. Right now, I'm accepting nominations for several categories. Nominate whoever you want as long as I have them on my friends page, but don't nominate yourself. Come on, it has to be fair. The only exception for the friends page requirement is the category for the person who should be on my friends page. I have temporarily modified my friends page, so you can click over to my journal and get to my friends page if you want.
1. Best layout/design
2. Best user pic/icon
3. Best complainer
4. Most witty/funny
5. Person with too many entries
6. Most interesting entries
7. Most interesting subject titles
8. Person not on my friends page who should be
9. Person who needs to update more often.
10. Best journal overall
If you win, what do you get? Nothing, just inner pride. I don't know. Maybe if I feel ambitious, I'll make you a cool banner or something.
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| Monday, January 27th, 2003
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2:46 pm
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Mwaaa, Marius was here. Got u back Citla, and you are right behind me...
~Marius.
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| Wednesday, January 15th, 2003
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8:37 am
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Hello, my name is Liz, I leave myself signed in on LiveJournal on a public school computer... :P
Muahahaha, now I am in control! Me takes over this jurnhil!
So...
Yeah...
That's all.
current mood:  crazy
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| Tuesday, January 14th, 2003
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8:30 am
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My poor wife is in surgery today. :(
Jessi, if you read this,
GET BETTER SOON!!!!!!!!!!!
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| Thursday, December 12th, 2002
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8:24 am - My Rents Are Stupid
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Grr. After handbells, a bunch of people went to Applebees. I was going to go, but once I got there, my dad decided that I couldn't go. The one thing that was cool was that I went there with Abby, so I got to drive around with her for awhile. We stopped at her house after church because she wanted to change. She hoped to get out of the house before her mom saw her, but didn't make it. Her mom bitched and said she looked like a "fart." After we finally got out of the house, I told Abby that her mom had an interesting description. She said, "Yeah. I didn't know my mom knew what a fart looked like." I replied, "I didn't know people could see farts." Abby, "Neither did I."
Bell. I gotta go.
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| Wednesday, December 11th, 2002
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3:55 pm - Grrr
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I'm in Mock Trial right now and our team is screwed. We have unreliable members and don't do shit during meetings. We need some serious help.
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2:28 pm - Network
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Okay, my friend is starting this network of people who will work together and help eachother out and stuff like that. Anybody is welcome to join, just let me know by posting. The goal is to make it a massive thing. Here's a list of the people in livejournal who are a part of it so far, links to their journals, and where they are from.
Marius (Wisconsin)
Lease-ah (Wisconsin)
Rabbitron (California)
ThoughtlessGolem(Wisconsin)
Fallen One (Wisconsin)
Raven Loki (Wisconsin)
TwilightzBeauty(Wisconsin)
Aruen (Minnesota)
Artanin (Wisconsin)
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| Thursday, December 5th, 2002
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1:58 pm - Yay!
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Today is a good day, because Ray Blanco, the drummer for Home Town Hero, agreed to do an interview. I was hoping to get an in person interview, but the band won't be in the area anytime soon. They are currently off the road, but are not takeing a break. We might be able to expect some new material from them in 2003. Anyway, I have a bunch of questions for him and will post them here. I'd like some feedback on them such as if I should add questions, change the wording of certain questions, delete some questions, and whatnot.
Questions For Ray
1. What’s up with the rest of your band mates? Do they have an Internet phobia or are they just not cool enough to go online on a regular basis?
2. What can fans expect from Home Town Hero as far as new material goes?
3. What bands have you toured with so far?
4. Do you think you will embark on a solo tour after the next album, or will you continue to open for other bands for a while?
5. What happened with the Lit tour? I’ve heard one version that said HTH left the tour by choice and another version said that HTH was kicked off the tour.
6. Was the band’s EP released under the name of Home Town Hero, or was it under Insurgence?
7. Where can the EP be bought?
8. How well do the band members get along?
9. Is the whole band big on Halo or is it just you and some of the near-by fans?
10. Now that there is a Halo 2, will there be Halo 2 tournaments as opposed to Halo tournaments, will there be both, or will you just stick with Halo?
11. Do you think you’ll make it to Milwaukee anytime?
12. What are the band’s 2003 plans?
13. Do you feel like a “rock star” yet?
14. The phrase, “sex, drugs, and rock and roll” describes the typical lifestyle of a rock band. Is this true for HTH? What’s the band’s stand on that?
15. Does the band have any particular political standing?
16. Is there any band that you might consider touring with again?
17. Of all the places you have performed at, what has been your favorite?
18. I’m asking this because a lot of HTH’s female fans would like to know: What’s the band’s relationship status?
19. Do you think you might do another major tour like the Warped Tour again?
20. Where do you see the band in ten years?
21. What would you say the band’s major musical influences are?
22. How old are each of the band members?
23. Are you surprised at how far you’ve made it?
24. If you weren’t in the position you are in now, what kind of work would you be doing right now?
25. If, for some reason, the band broke up or you left the band, what would you go into?
26. Do you have any regrets?
27. Ten years ago, where did you think you would be now?
28. What inspired you to play drums?
29. Where you live, have you become a sort of “hometown hero” yourself?
30. Is there anyone who has been particularly supportive of you?
31. How was “Run Right Through” picked for a music video?
32. Does the band have much creative freedom, or do you have a bunch of people mandating what you have to do?
current mood:  anxious
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| Tuesday, December 3rd, 2002
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7:16 pm - Help
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I am writing an article for the newspaper on eating disorders. I have a bunch of information, but I can't seem to find a way to put it into the article.
Any advice would be appreciated, especially from people with first hand experience.
current mood:  annoyed
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| Wednesday, November 27th, 2002
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8:22 am - Questions
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How come the only guys who want me are the ald guys, the really desparate guys, and the old and desparate guys?
Does anyone have a spare code?
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